Grant Doesn't LAI

One Thing I Learned This Summer

You can’t count on anyone but your family and yourself. This summer has been a eye opener for me. People that I once called my good friends, people that I once could trust and knew that they would be there for me and finally, people that I could count on, aren’t really there. Rather, people who show a false face to you, people who take advantage of you and people who say, “I miss you lets hang out” but, when you call or text them they never answer or they flake on you the day you are suppose to hang out without telling you. People these days have no respect. Everyone in their life time has done this. I have been guilty of this too. However now, I show more respect, telling, calling and texting them, telling them I am sorry and why I could not make it out to hang out with them. What can you do? Nothing, that is life, thats how people are and that will never change. Because that saddest thing in life is that people refuse to learn and change who they are. So the one thing I learned this summer is that, we all think that we have a lot of friends and people that we can count on when you are in trouble. However in reality, you lose a lot of friends throughout your life, people that you once called your best friends. People might disagree with this post, but hey I am only being real. 

One of the best feelings…

ahkeena:

is when you finally find a song you’ve been looking for! :D 

(Source: islandwayoflife)

Damit

Damit, why is it that I studied so hard for a test and put in so many long nights, long hours and felt confident that I did well on the test, to only see that I get a C on it. It is such a demoralizing feeling to have worked so hard, to do practice problems, to spend long nights reviewing material, to only see that work translate to only a C. My teacher gave us a extra credit assignment to bring up the grade in class. But if my teacher would have just made the test a little easier, maybe we wouldn’t need to do extra problems in class for extra credit. I am not trying to complain, yet just angry that I didn’t get the grade that I wanted. I guess I need to study even harder next time and just keep my head up. So to all you guys who didn’t get the grade that you want on a test, just keep your head up and keep on studying. 

Closure

I always feel like the minute that you get closure, the faster you can get over a person. Well thats not really the case this time. I had my closure two months ago, but still I can’t stop thinking about her. Still, whenever I see her around campus, Still I wish I could have been with her. Still, I am smiling and happy when I see her. Why do I feel this way still? Maybe it’s the fact that she doesn’t realize what we had. Maybe it’s the fact that for the first time, I put everything into a relationship that I really thought was going to last for a long time. Maybe it’s the fact that I didn’t rush this time and knew that this was the girl that I wanted. Maybe it’s the fact that every time I looked at her, all my pain and anger went away and I was happy. It sucks thinking of what could have been. But thats just how life goes and how relationships goes. I hope that maybe one day that she will realize what she has lost. 

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Have you ever been in these positions?

Throughout your life, you are put into positions by your friends, the person that you love or your bestfriend. As I sit here writing this third post on tumblr, I can’t help but feel that this year I have always been in the wrong position. Why does this happen I don’t know, but I guess its just my luck. So I ask you the question, Have you ever been in these positions?

1. Have you ever been in the position where you like a girl and you know she is perfect for you, but she has a boyfriend?

2. Have you ever been in the position where you had to choose between your bestfriend and the person you like?

3. Have you ever been in the position where the person you like tells you about how much she likes another guy?

4. Have you ever been in the position where one of your closes friends who you think is close to you, suddenly abandons you after all you have done for them?

5. Have you ever been in the position where you feel like you can do better and there is always something that is keeping you from doing that?

6. Have you ever been in a position where you are hurting someone that you don’t mean too?

7. Have you ever been in a position where the girl you loved treats you like your nothing and only thinks about herself?

8. Have you ever been in the position where you didn’t have the balls to stand up and fight for what you want?

9. Have you ever been in the position where whatever you do is never good enough?

10. Have you ever been in the position where you feel like no one cares?

Have you ever been in these positions? If you haven’t been, your one lucky guy or girl, because I have. I am not lying to you, because Grant Doesn’t Lai. 

A new week, A new day

Today is a New Week and a New Day. Time to change your old ways and welcome in the new. Get yourself out of bed and start new